[ lots of reasons, okay. the idea that he could've killed someone he cared deeply about is horrible, but the idea that maybe that it was just something they wanted fucks with him in a different way. it was an entire fake life and he shouldn't give a shit except he does, because the echoes of it don't fade as easily for him as they would for others. it's the worst kind of mess, either way, and yet. ]
What, do you care now?
I don't like it when I can't remember shit, especially if it's something as big as killing my own Submissive.
no subject
What, do you care now?
I don't like it when I can't remember shit, especially if it's something as big as killing my own Submissive.