sometimes i wonder if you think killing me will make it stop reset everything back to zero, a fresh start
( it won't change anything. that ephemera hates him, but not enough to sever himself from him. that felix, in all his fucked up and twisted enormity, wanted to kiss him, so he did it, and he'd do it again, slow and thorough, chase his pulse with his tongue and hold it between his teeth.
that he wants him at all, in the only way a viciously broken man can want anything. ravenously. ruinously. something went wrong along the way. he went wrong along the way. he's always been wrong.
that motherfucker should've killed him before felix had the chance to kiss him. staunch the wound while he could. now they're both bleeding out. )
i told you i'd drag you down with me and there's no bottom like rock bottom promise i'll make it quiet for you ephemera
( and if he bitches out, he'll slit his throat. that sentiment goes both ways. )
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reset everything back to zero, a fresh start
( it won't change anything. that ephemera hates him, but not enough to sever himself from him. that felix, in all his fucked up and twisted enormity, wanted to kiss him, so he did it, and he'd do it again, slow and thorough, chase his pulse with his tongue and hold it between his teeth.
that he wants him at all, in the only way a viciously broken man can want anything. ravenously. ruinously. something went wrong along the way. he went wrong along the way. he's always been wrong.
that motherfucker should've killed him before felix had the chance to kiss him. staunch the wound while he could. now they're both bleeding out. )
i told you i'd drag you down with me and there's no bottom like rock bottom
promise i'll make it quiet for you ephemera
( and if he bitches out, he'll slit his throat. that sentiment goes both ways. )