( turns out he had more to lose. chorus taught him that lesson well, at least.
ephemera has newfound stability. drake. crais, though felix doesn't understand the full extent of their relationship. some semblance of a life away from the chaos. normalcy. long-term quiet. felix squeezes his fingers over ephemera's hand, forcibly tightening his grip on his throat close to bruising. always more to lose. always further you can fall. rock bottom doesn't exist.
his shoulders shake as he exhales. should just stab him. put an end to this goddamn insanity. when will it fucking end, otherwise? they're caught in the event horizon of fate, circling the heavy gravity of a black hole. this is how it goes. just fucking force it, felix. force it to an end.
he drops ephemera's hand and spreads his palm flat on his chest, coaxing him back. )
no subject
( turns out he had more to lose. chorus taught him that lesson well, at least.
ephemera has newfound stability. drake. crais, though felix doesn't understand the full extent of their relationship. some semblance of a life away from the chaos. normalcy. long-term quiet. felix squeezes his fingers over ephemera's hand, forcibly tightening his grip on his throat close to bruising. always more to lose. always further you can fall. rock bottom doesn't exist.
his shoulders shake as he exhales. should just stab him. put an end to this goddamn insanity. when will it fucking end, otherwise? they're caught in the event horizon of fate, circling the heavy gravity of a black hole. this is how it goes. just fucking force it, felix. force it to an end.
he drops ephemera's hand and spreads his palm flat on his chest, coaxing him back. )