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[unlawful]

( respect, actual self-control and discipline instead of the house of cards he's built up around himself, what it means to be humbled. whatever. he's not learning any of it regardless of what it is, and he gets what he wants, anyway: crais' hand around his throat, squeezing on bone and muscle. his pulse beats sharp against crais' palm, chest fluttering on a quick inhale that doesn't quite reach his lungs.

his hand drags back into crais' hair, teeth on his bottom lip. fuck if he doesn't like that growl, too. he doesn't know or care if it's a performance, doesn't even think about it, barreling down a quick slope into thoughtlessness and instinct. move. touch. kiss. fuck. ride his goddamn dick. chase the high until he hits the sun and crashes back to earth.

he curls against crais' body, lifting himself on his knees and pressing flush to his chest, cock caught against his abdomen. a little more complicated doing all of this one-handed, but crais has an iron grip on his hand, and felix isn't about to squirm away from it. one more sharp tug to crais' hair, then he releases him, guiding crais' cock to the snug cleft of his ass with slick, sticky fingers.

his knees close tight into crais' hips, a grinding vise keeping him stable and steady. he doesn't do anything else, doesn't fuck down on him yet, just rolls his hips and focuses on the wet slide of crais' cock against him. )

Did Ephemera not tell you? ( his voice comes soft, throttled into an airy pitch under pressure. it'll be hard to say anything soon. felix watches him through a dark sliver in his lashes and rubs his nose along his jaw, tongue curling under his earlobe. ) I'm a slow learner.

[notleavingquietly]

[ Crais strongly suspects that between the slick, tight, heated grip of Felix's ass wrapped around his cock and that obnoxious voice in his ear, he's 'supposed' to lose control. He's supposed to tighten his hand further, or hit Felix or otherwise up the ante just a little bit more.

That isn't going to happen.

There are rules, here.

He loosens his grip on Felix's throat, enough for the guy to catch an actual breath or two and then turns his head toward the obscene mouth.]

You haven't come up.

[ Then closes his fingers again to cut off air and bites Felix' lower lip exactly hard enough to draw blood, before sliding his tongue over the bite marks.

He doesn't move his hips at all. ]

[unlawful]

( takes a liar to know a liar, and crais is fucking lying.

it's a bullshit lie felix would laugh at, loudly and incredulously, if he had the air to spare; he already knows ephemera can't keep his name out of his mouth, that busybody motherfucker. the grip on his neck is purposeful, bruising, accompanied by a slow burn that spreads through his chest and lungs. he can hold his breath for two and a half minutes underwater without proper gear, but loss of air via strangulation – even controlled strangulation – spikes a rapid hitch in the heartrate that can't be trained out of existence. it's reflexive. it's human instinct. fight or flight.

he doesn't fight it, straining slightly against him to arch his cock against his abdomen, rub firmly into solid muscle and hot skin. fuck, he thinks, shuddering, and his hand returns to crais' hair to fist tightly like he can't quite help himself. he likes having the anchor, likes the response it gets from crais when he pulls hard. likes how soft his hair is, too.

he thinks, briefly, about a condom, but they're not even the same species so who gives a fuck. felix wants him bare. alien-killer to alien-fucker, apparently. what would his co say if he were still alive.

typical, maybe.

crais won't have to wait long. felix shoves into him, angling him back enough that he can get good leverage on top of him and position himself correctly, hips twitching to a shuddering halt with the head of crais' cock pressed against his rim. then he eases down onto him, slow and loosely relaxed, muscled heat opening up around the shiny-slick width of crais' cock. he could've fingered himself slippery and wet to make the slide even easier, but this is good, too, being spread open all at once. more than good. )

[notleavingquietly]

[ The only two thoughts in Crais' head between the hand in his hair and the way Felix is sinking down onto his cock are 'oh fuck yes' and making sure he does not tighten either hand any further than they already are.

If he did something really dangerous in here, Cyram would teleport in just to kick his ass into next year, and that is especially true of anything evenly loosely classed under breath play.

He'd deserve it.

His hips arch up and push deeper into the heat and friction with a soft snarl that pulls his lips back away from his teeth.

He keeps his hand around Felix's throat but loosens it just a little. Enough for Felix to breathe, but not so much that he can't dig his thumbnail into that spot on Felix's throat that the pulse is closest to the skin. Not so close he can't feel the swallow.

It's intoxicating in a way. Arousing, erotic, and... a kind of emotional and mental release for him to just fuck.]

[unlawful]

( crais' grip around his throat slackens but the idle threat remains, his hummingbird pulse caged neatly beneath his thumb. it's a maddening tease, not one he'd normally tolerate in most casual encounters, and felix nearly tightens his hand in his hair to breathlessly demand that he do it again, harder. the impulse dies when crais shifts his hips, slots his cock deeper, thoroughly filling him. felix arches his shoulders and tilts his head back in response, straining his throat into crais' palm until he feels the weight of it against his windpipe.

he stares at the ceiling, wetting his bottom lip with his tongue. )

Fuck. ( his voice is tight, hot. every thought in his head deafens into a shrill decibel he can't understand. there's just the churning ache of being fucked open, clenching down on crais' cock as his thighs squeeze around him and his hips stutter into jerky stillness. better than whiskey sometimes, how naturally he lets this shit fuck him up.

his inaction is temporary, a fluttering moment to wholly appreciate the deep seat of his cock inside him. he braces his elbow on crais' shoulder, anchoring him by the hair, then tilts his mouth toward him and drags his teeth over his tongue before he kisses him hard. almost always in motion, especially here, leveraging his weight into his chest and following the momentum down; he shoves crais' back flush to the bed and pins his hand, still entwined in felix's hand, above his head and flexes his thumb into his palm. )

[notleavingquietly]

[ Dominant Masochist - if only because of insecurity and paranoia and being dysfunctional as a person and a total control freak - meet the Submissive Sadist (and masochist).

This isn't new to Crais. It isn't even the most extreme thing he's done for someone who needed it. Recognizing that doesn't mean he is doing anything he doesn't want to do - like engage in things that are really dangerous, deliberately or through loss of control- but he's not uncomfortable with letting Felix have control and make demands.

He relaxes back into the bed when he's pinned down by the elbow and his hair is yanked harder. His cock gets harder inside Felix with a heated throb. He lets his arm go back and get pinned down without resistance and ignores the thumb sliding in against his palm.

He bites back into the kiss, drawing just enough blood to flavor both of their mouths with copper.

He also tightens his hand around Felix's throat again, cutting off air, and accompanies that by grinding up into Felix.]