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[unlawful]

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[notleavingquietly]

As much as I would love someone to pin blame on and rage at, it was no one's fault. Just an accidental collision.

[unlawful]

wrong place, wrong time?
it's harder to swallow when there's no one to blame

( which is his sideways way of saying sorry for your loss. )

i didn't have siblings
just my mom

[notleavingquietly]

Probably why it took me a year to swallow it.

What was your mom like?

[unlawful]

soft, fanatical
a drunk
she was convinced i was cursed or regularly licking satan's ballsac or something

( not the most stable upbringing, if he's honest. )

honestly kind of fair
i was a fucking nightmare as a child

[notleavingquietly]

I feel as though I am required to suggest you talk to Magnus.

Were you particularly nightmarish as a child or a nightmare by virtue of being a child with a drunk mother?

[unlawful]

who the hell is magnus?

it's all relative, isn't it?
i don't think growing up in a cookie-cutter house with a perfect mother and a perfect life would've changed who i am
some shit is innate

[notleavingquietly]

A friend. He likes glitter. He turned Samil into a cat.

I grew up a pacifist - half grew up. Some things are innate. Some things are survival and can't be undone. I don't know where the line between them is.